I wanted love from the world; love from others. I wanted acceptance, approval and agreement; I wanted to be wanted and to be loved. You’ll never get anything from this world of appearances, never. You will never be fulfilled in form. When this is deeply seen, you no longer want anything from this world; what […]

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There is a dream happening of an individual self that is moving through time and moving through life. It’s a total dream. Life is what’s happening, and it is happening to and for no-one. The dream of self claims this to be happening to it, and that it is the experiencer or knower of this. […]

It’s so beautiful to lose. When you lose something or someone, you get to see that that thing or one was never actually needed. You exist independent of those coming and going appearances. So then, what are you. Can you be lost. Can you be really affected by anything that comes and goes.   Such […]

Freedom being here already, is too much! It’s too much for the person, or even for the body, it’s too much!!! It’s too frightening and so it wants to keep the illusory robes on. “Freedom already” means the end of me. The end of my spiritual journey. The end of my process. The end of […]

No help out there In all of my life experience…no-one’s been able to help me. I knew this as a child, but later on I heard that there is help out there, so I tried to reach out. Not doctors, not therapists, not teachers, not the clergy or religious people, not my husband or my […]

What I notice is that a lot of people want to hide in non-duality (I may be one of them 😂 ). They want to hide in “well there’s no one here”, or they want to hide in spiritual ideas of love, bliss and happiness, just the good stuff. They want to deny the bloodshed, the […]

All these appearances appearing; sounds, sights, sensations, emotions, smells, thoughts, touch, tastes. All of them so intimate, so miraculously appearing out of nowhere, and miraculously dissolving again, unable to be found. Never to be identically replaced or recreated. Some of them want to be avoided, moved away from; some of them want to be kept […]

The person with a goal is already in time; it is time based. This person in time dreams of a better future, dreams of finding its happiness and contentment there. This is the work. This is the hamster wheel. This is the burden and frustration. The never reaching end. The illustrious gold ticket that’s never […]

The problem with the human is that rather than the noise being a noise, the noise has become “I know what that is, that’s an aeroplane flying through the sky”…and there’s nothing wrong with that ability in the human to apparantly know, to label, to conceptualize. But what’s happened in the human due to that […]